random thought... i feel bad for not really saying anything here lately, so...

time and time again i've heard people say that love is timeless.... that once you truly love someone, you will love them forever... you'll always have a place for that person in your heart. things might go badly between you and that person, and you might "fall out" of love, or it might fade away over time, but no matter what, that love will never completely go away. love is everlasting.

i would honestly have to say that that is probably the worst thing about love. a person can step all over you, treat you like complete shit, you can hate them more than peas (oooh and i fuckin hate peas), but in the end, if you ever really loved that person, you will still love them until your last days, even if your last words consist of curses aimed at that very same person. thats how you know for sure that you love someone, when you can reach the point where you wish you had never met that person, but at the same time can't imagine not knowing him or her. thats what defines love sometimes.

alrite i'm tired (its probably obvious in my writing), gnite folks